I don't ever want to get up. i feel tired all the time... I've gained and I feel like a huge pile of lard. I have a job interview today so I had to force myself to shower and get ready. Im so ugly. makeup cant help me. nothing i wear will hide my fat. I've gained so much weight so nothing fits me right. it makes me want to hide under the covers all day. i dont want anyone to look at me. my thighs are disgusting.